apocalypse sentiment

today i'm still holding my breath but i should release already.. no need for that. in transition. in the midst of moving. eyes "searching for something about to be found." what is there to excavate still? which marker to recognize, claim, nod towards knowingly? apocalypse sentiment "let it rising" all around, people seem interested in the possibility of this. hungry for something, anything bigger. reluctant to take responsibility. because what does that mean, anyway?

what is this, another performance of stuckness? 

i wish money was not such a factor in our lives. money shouldn’t have such control over our development! guess it’s time to be creative..

but today is about grace. everything is already here.

asdflhk

December 14, 2009

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AAAAAAAAH, from the deepest gut of my soul soul soul lower than my gut BELLOOOOOOOOOOOW that AAAAAAAAAA

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